some poems... by me..
Procrastination
I want to consume you
in a room with no windows
no view of the past with no
view of the future
just me and your self-full Spirit
leave your super ego at the door
which is open til Im yours
Im not going to wait any longer
than I must to complete
my journey to my defeat
at your feet I will take my seat
& wait for your soul to speak
to me - thru your mouth so sweet
in my mind--- Delete
But I cant just bleep you out of my memory
My imagination seeded too deep somehow
Now I keep on repeating
my picture book moments of sweeping
emotion that wont notion to show
in your person til Im sure
how you feel- and that you feel for me
So dont be suprised if i dont disguise
my feelings for you I'm not hiding
from what makes me human
& what makes you dear to me
dont be uneasy with these words
which are thawing my freezing brain
from the suspention of my feelings
I wish I could skate across your lake
to be with you , foresake the worlds
you are afraid of
Id like to save you some day
& return the favor
and let you taste the full flavour
of my world which is rare
Stop!
This, this what? What is this anyway?
ANd he who said that its not happening
is mis taken, for saken and simply wrong
for me...to judge his warmth is a
mis guided tour of my own mind
I suppose, he does want something
from someone. Just doesnt want this.
So Stop it, THIS thats not for me!
aug 23 2010
The Tears I Cry
Sometimes the tears I cry aren't mine
that may sound weird and its hard to define
but believe you me drawing the line is easy
My tears are backed by an ocean too deep of emotion
too sweet to share here
your tears are cold on my cheek and the well runs weak
As the energy that surges behind yours bound
and pass up through my body and when they're unwound
breathing through surges and guiding them round
to the light where peace can be found
My tears burn my cheek and they are definitely mine
I know by the sting left behind and the sigh
brings relief from the grief that I feel ever time
so accept the light I've sent with these lines
and feel the release by the time you've resigned
from reading. I LOVE you! x Be kind to your self and unwind :)
Aug 03 2010
Its Lonely being the only one awake...
Its like Im waiting for the world to awaiken from a
slumber, I too have been under,
Do you want to know what I know?
Its like the paper that you write on isnt white on
the inside, its black and
the square that you frame round you're picture
Is a circle not worth the moons reflection
and those that guide us are out to
Price us for the hard sell not protection
There is nothing worthy of trusting in these days when
the cure is illegal and the illness is
the lesson that the seagull drops on its flight over
Our plight global what a blessing!
july 28
Strikiing Lines
Striking lines through words
strung together from thoughts
half worked out on paper
stained by bricks and morter
from estates that slaughter
youth and her daughter from their future
wiping slates clean with waves higher than trees
who's free now?
me and dis-ease
July 20 2010
Glass Half Empty
Is that me in that glass
half empty and fast
Knocking walls in my prison
Let me out, I cant listen
leave me in, Im just trippin
I dont know-
too loud! You're too noisy
You know nothing about me
Im missing, unknown, who am I
Im gone, gone home, alone.
july 20 2010
I feel
I feel kinda serine, kinda suspended
above wire barbed with spikes covering a bed blended
with flowers and forests and trees taller than towers
from here I can see far lands far from showers
of gold raining down on fields filled with oil
Whats the point to it all?
Am i about to fall?
july 20 2010
This is our Mammy
Geysers shaping rocks and earth fading black
burnt and singed , parched inside and out.
Let her breath let her bleed loving tears
Into poisoned rivers of speeding death and greed
Feed her love with weeds, plant seeds
Grow freedom, freedom from pain and addiction
Freedom from the gains of affliction
freedom from the crowds and hoards
of zombie beats and robot streets,
Androids meeting once a week maybe twice,
only after some whiskey and ice
Unable to speak or interact sober
so over and over and over we go
making the same problems of emotional woe
choosing partners based on drugs of choice
making babies without a voice
feeding the machine by riding the train
loosing the battle.. need to switch lanes
Take back our power, know we exist
This is our Mammy, how can we resist?
Cut the chains, ropes and leads that tie her at the wrists
Plant, Grow and Harvest Weeds ,restore our mammy's bliss.
July 17 2010
Egg Shells
Shells of eggs and shrapnel
Lay shattered at my door
moving through now slowly
feet firmly on the floor
Sliding feet forward
One slowly at a time
Gliding through the debris
Only half of which is mine
Spirits race around me
whispering words which inspire
energies pulling me closer
ever closer to the fire
Bodies circling in orbit
Synchrinicity playing its part
All cogs turning timelessly
in order and in Art
july 13 2010
Sweet Thing
It may not be
the end of my world
or a straightened curl
or a fighting bulldog
in an enlightened pearl
of wisdom and words of solitude
and soft touch
But it means something
to the someone here
It means a lot to me
that you stayed to clear
up the mess made
by the trade which lended blame
but not much
Sweet thing so blind and scared
who dared to leave me
cause he cared so much
not to loose me completely
Well Ive lost and am lost
but once more Ill pay cost
to none and move on.
Sweet thing.
july 11 2010
Tonight
Ring me!
Don't ponder,
dont wait any longer
dont think about it
dont be indecisive
dont be unsure
dont reconsider
dont put it off
dont wait til later
dont be afraid
dont hold back
dont give up
dont let go
dont say no
dont not go
Tonight
Feb 2009
Into Silence
I get lost in my head
sometimes in a space, floating endlessly
Just getting glimpses of conversations and occassions
Yet to be dreamt of
yet to be had and still to come
I dont come back
Sometimes from those places
For times unrecorded in space
In my head, In dreams in my bed
escape from the silence
youre not dead!
Then escape from you're silence
become you're quest
In turbulent weather
So much to invest
New eyes again are opened
Wide and then
The roundabout continues
to turn night to den
and light to grey
never really knowing why or when
the ignition should spark or quench
into silence.
Aug 29 2008
un named
What the cards say...
- Is it true?
Will I have the strength
-to face the void of you?
They say I will
I will have and do
But my love,
What about it
Can't you stay with me
Here today, tonight and share
With me -you're love Not her,
just once more pretend
its still alive - for me
Im feeling wreckless and stranded
and branded as a fool,
Im shredded and naked
and hurt and bruised
and you, these words are not for you,
no more, but you would do.
July 11th 2008
